Monday, November 30, 2009

Cover Crops and First Harvest


In early October I returned from tour and tried to put myself straight to work. I spent two full days clearing what will become our garden plot next spring. The space we're using was a pasture for goats and sheep some 15+ years ago, but now it has become completely overgrown with weeds and and other underbrush. Once cleared, we had the soil tilled by a neighbor and found ourself with 2,800 sq. ft. of healthy soil eager for something to be planted in it. For now we've made a late planting of Winter Rye as a cover crop to help protect against erosion and feed the soil additional nutrients until we can start our real work in the spring whwn we will till it under again, adding more organic matter. We broadcast the seed over the soil and even in mid-November we can see a small sprouts coming up everywhere. Now I just need to send a soil sample off for soil testing over the winter.

We made a fall planting of 40+ cloves of garlic in one of the raised beds for harvesting late next summer. A few weeks later I covered the bed with a few inches of straw to insulate the garlic from the frigid temperatures quickly approaching.

Next we used salvaged pallets collected through Freecycle to built our future humanure compost site. We built a simple, three-bin compost container for easy storage of brown materials and easy rotation year-to-year.

We found some old wire fencing inside the old shed adjacent to our garden plot and used it to build two containers for leaf mold. Each container is about 3.5 ft. high and 3 ft. in diameter. We reused fiberglass stakes from an old fence to sturdy up the wire fencing, filled them with shredded leaves from the front yard, wet them down thoroughly, and covered each with a tarp held down by a few rocks. They will now "hibernate" for the winter, as the leaves slowly cook into a leaf mold that will make a great substitute for peat moss in the garden next spring, and also as a mulch to protect against weeds on top of the soil. We stuck our hands down into the leaves a few days later and could already feel the extreme heat building up, even as the cool fall winds blow.

About a week before Thanksgiving we harvested our first salad from the cold frame garden and it was quite tasty. We mixed together some baby romaine leaves, mustard greens, winter purslane and mache topped with apple slices from a local orchard, honeyed goat cheese, chopped pecans and a homemade apple cider vinaigrette (cider also from one of the many local orchards) for a delicious lunch salad.

As the cold moves in the outdoor work begins to wind down but there are still burn piles to tend, leaves to rake and wood to split. Soon we'll be spending more time inside, planning our beds for the spring and pouring over seed catalogs.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

First Steps, First Seedlings.



Our first step was to build some cold frames. The idea with the cold frames is not to extend the growing season (as is the case with some greenhouses) but rather to give cold-hardy plants a semi-sheltered environment that protects them from the harshest temperatures and prevents the cold from killing them off, which will hopefully allow us to extend the harvesting season, with fresh greens all winter long. So, on Labor Day we built six cold frames, each made out of 3/4" plywood screwed together into a box and topped with lids made from old double-paned windows that Sadrah's dad brought home from work.



We started digging out 6 plots on the hill just above the pool and amended the soil by adding some organic compost and peat moss. Thankfully Sadrah completed all the digging, soil preparation, and planting after I left for Philadelphia and the three-week Giving Chase tour in Europe.
















So far most of the plants are thriving even though we got them in the ground a few weeks late. The spot receives limited sun, usually only a few hours a day even on the sunniest days, but the frames have them well protected from the cold. I can't say the same for the slugs, who manage to slither through small gaps between the frames and lights. They've devoured our Asian greens and taken bites out of few other plants. They almost took out our radishes, but with a few preventative methods we managed to keep them at bay. Slugs are nothing but a bunch of lushes so we've been filling up-turned bottle lids with beer to drown the slimy little things a few times a week.  We've also covered some soil with coffee grounds and/or crushed egg shells to slow their slithering and spread ash around the outside edges of the frames. All together these methods seem to be helping, although I'm fairly certain we've lost the Asian greens for good.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Life is Short...and So is the Growing Season.

After a long break we're back and ready to blog! I say "we" because Sadrah and I (Mike) have decided to morph this blog into an account of our attempts to grow our own food here in Skaneateles, among the Finger Lakes in upstate NY. We'll both be contributing our thoughts and accounts as we move forward with our project. We hope to become more self-sustainable in other areas of our lives in the future, but for now we're starting with something we both love and feel passionate about: the food we eat.

I hope the blog will actually be much more than that--you can no doubt expect some mid-winter food porn from the head chef--but for now we're actually way behind on our blogging, so I'll try to start catching up.

While I was out on the road with Billy Squier in June, July & August, Sadrah spent the summer as an intern on Monarch Farm, not far from her parent's house in Skaneateles, NY.


All the food on Monarch is ecologically grown, which means they don't use any chemicals, pesticides or herbicides of any kind. It is essentially an organic farm, without the expensive, time consuming organic certification or signing a deal with the devil, er, government. The farm is run by Brendan on land that he has rented for the last six years and staffed by a few rotating interns throughout the season. I got a chance to spend three great weeks there with Sadrah--getting up at 6:30am or earlier, working hard harvesting and processing vegetables, swimming in a secluded pond and enjoying some of the tastiest vegetables I've ever had.

It might sound tough, and it was at times. There were definitely some ups and downs to the experience, but overall it was a invigorating three weeks and I learned a lot. I guess that's not saying much when I didn't even know what swiss chard looked like, but now I can recognize chard, kale, leeks, radicchio, 3 kinds of onions and more! I particularly enjoyed working the farmer's markets in and around Syracuse--it was great to see the smiles on people's faces as the fruits of our labor filled up their grocery bags.


As our time on the farm started to wind down, we both realized we wanted to devote our time to something we could call our own. We comtemplated returning to Philly, guerilla gardening the nearest vacant lot or begging for jobs at Greensgrow and making our own way in the city. But Sadrah's parent's offered us a great opportunity--the chance to use some of their land to garden. They used to keep animals and grow much of their own food when Sadrah was young, so they've been very supportive of our aspirations. It was a tough decision, but we decided to jump in sooner rather than later and see if we could make it out here in the country. Maybe this is where we want to settle, maybe it isn't. Long, cold, hard winter? We'll see! We wanted to go for it and find out.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

4th of July weekend in Grand Rapids

On the 4th we walked 4 miles round trip to go to a restaurant called Brick Road Pizza. They offered lots of vegetarian and vegan options though i think the menu descriptions and the novelty of it was more interesting than the food itself which wasn't anything particularly memorable. After our meal we walked back to the hotel and changed into red to participate in what hoped to be the largest water balloon fight on record. It was a battle between the Americans and the Redcoats but by the time we arrived almost all of the water balloons had been claimed so we ended up standing back and watching. I don't know if it ended up breaking any world records as they had hoped, but it was interesting to see.

At night we sat on some rocks at the rivers edge and watched the fireworks display. Tons of people had gathered to watch the fireworks and with good reason. It was a long and entertaining display.


The next day the bus was headed to the Rothbury Music Festival. Rothbury is a huge hippie music fest. We got to catch Toots and the Maytals (a little disappointing to be honest), Ani (she was better when I saw her several years ago), The Hold Steady (I still don't get the fascination with this band), Willie Nelson (can do no wrong), and Bob Dylan (who doesn't even seem to try anymore but no one really cares). It was pretty sweet to be able to check out all these bands. We got a little sun and our feet were nice and dirty by the end of the day. We fit right in with the other hippies, minus the trust funds.


On Monday we walked another 4 mile RT to a restaurant called Marie Catrib's. This restaurant was much better than the one we had gone to the other day. Almost everything was made in-house or organically grown by local farmers. We started off with a goat cheese salad with toasted walnuts and roasted root vegetables with a balsamic vinagrette and a cup of tunisian vegetable soup (kind of a vegetable curried lentil) and some seasoned potatoes. We followed that with a roasted eggplant, provolone, spinach, and tomato with a homemade aioli on fresh baked whole wheat herb bread. I had a nut burger made from walnuts, sesame seeds, sunflower seeds and spices on rye bread with a cucumber yogurt sauce. The portions were enormous and we ended up taking a half of each sandwich to go, along with a vegan chai spice cookie for later. They were busy so there was a significant wait to be seated, but the service was welcoming and attentive. The restaurant itself is built on the site of a former gas station. Heavily polluted, the former owner paid (or was fined) $520,000 to rebuild on the site sustainably. They are now a LEED's certified property that houses businesses in addition to serving as an educational demonstration site. It features a green roof (dramatically reducing the energy needed to heat/cool the property), a storm water collection/filtration system, a 'rain' garden, and use only non-CFC air conditioning among other environmentally sound practices. The restaurant itself goes beyond offering a comfortable dining experience with homemade, whole, locally sourced food. They promote and help arrange tours to the farms where they source their vegetables and meats from, furthering the relationship between how we eat, what we eat, and where our food comes from. I asked the server about checking out the roof and she happily instructed us on how to get the key and check it out. We ended up having a guided tour of the roof where we walked barefoot on the vegetative covering while weeding out the dandelions. If you ever find yourself in Grand Rapids, do yourself a favor and visit this restaurant.

After filling our bellies to the brim we walked back to the hotel and pampered our sore feet and aching muscles. A quick trip to the steam room, following by a relaxing soak in the hot tub and a couple of laps around the pool and we were rejuvenated. We spent a few minutes basking in late afternoon sunlight over a crossword puzzle before walking to Founders Brewing Company. They have a special on pints on Monday nights and the place was swarming with people. We stepped in and were immediately disoriented and unsure of the protocol. We were seeking an outdoors table but couldn't find anyone to ask about it. Eventually I tracked down a server who rudely told me to grab whatever table I could grab where ever I could grab it. We decided to sit at the bar rather than have the rude and unhelpful server wait on us.

The bar wasn't much better. The first bartender who approached us gave some snarky response when I asked a question about one of their beers. Mike commented that perhaps they were trained to have bad attitudes. I played it safe with my first beer after trying to ask a question to the bartender and just ordered the Dirty Bastard, a medium bodied scotch ale. It had a slight nutty quality with a well balanced sweetness and dry finish despite the 10 different types of malt it is brewed with. Amber in color with a touch of spice this beer weighs in at about 8.5%ABV. Mike ordered the Imperial Stout, 10.5%ABV. The color and taste both evoke a nice shot of espresso, perfectly roasty without being overdone. It offered a full body and enough hops to give this imperial stout a nice punch without any cloying sweetness.

We ended up finding a helpful person behind the bar in the happy hippie with beads in his beard. For our next beer Mike ordered the Porter, which was nice, and offered a smooth mouthfeel and chocolate finish but wasn't particularly noteworthy otherwise. Upon our friendly bartenders suggestion I tried the Pepper Pale, which he described as packing some habanero like heat. This light-medium bodied orangy pale ale offered just a slight peppery finish at first tasting and was a little bit of a let down, however the lower the beer became in my glass the more I noticed the heat slowly creeping up on me. Though I did feel a little warm all over by the end of the pint it still wasn't as hot as I was hoping for. We also had a taste of the Cerise Cherry Ale, a seasonal brew from the cherry capital of the world (I write you now from the National Cherry Festival a few hours away from Grand Rapids). Light purpley-red in color, kind of like diluted grape juice, I found the flavor of this beer was too heavily concentrated cherry and not enough beer flavor going on. A little too syrupy with not enough pizazz, Mike said it reminded him of drinking a wine cooler. I'm not shocked that I didn't care for this beer though, as I have never been a fan of the fruited ale genre unless of course it's a delicious lambic that smells like horse blanket.

On the road again...

Most people would see a 15 hour Greyhound ride through the US as unbearable. But after traveling from the top to the bottom of South America, I don't see bus travel that way anymore. Granted, bus travel in SA is usually far more comfortable than it is in the US. There's more leg room and the chairs recline at a nice angle, there's on board entertainment - at least one movie and maybe even BINGO, there's food and beverage service, blankets and/or pillows, not to mention some of the most stunning scenery anywhere. Traveling by Greyhound is certainly not like traveling by bus in South America where eventually I stopped dreading a 22 hour bus ride and started to view it as a nice chance to rest and relax. Greyhound is almost always less comfortable, surprisingly dingier, certainly without the on board amenities, and without much more than a monotonous view of the interstate usually turns out to be a pretty boring and uneventful ride.

As I boarded the first leg of my trip from Syracuse to Cleveland, OH I was really surprised to see that almost every seat on the bus was full. I managed to find one empty seat and settled in next to the window. The problem with choosing an empty seat is that anyone who comes on the bus after you can sit next to you. That's how I ended up sitting next to Lt. Dan. He might have had both his legs but he was still just as mad. Even before his frail body sat next to me his agitated nature caught my eye. Hurling sarcastic comments to who knows who he fidgeted to who knows who. When the young woman across the aisle and one row in front of us kicked him by mistake while trying to adjust herself he grew even angrier yelling at the girl, "I wish they'd send me back to Iraq mama." This may not be South America, but it was sure to be interesting.

Eventually the bus left the station about 30 minutes behind schedule with Lt. Dan twitching at my side muttering periodically while I tried to relax by watching the sunset. It was one of those really beautiful sun sets that looks like embers cashing out in the sky. My calm didn't last for long. Hip hop started to encroach upon my thoughts. It was pumping so loudly from someones headphones that I could hear it clearly from 4 or so rows back. It's a wonder they're not half deaf... or maybe they are, as that would surely explain it. Lt. Dan eventually fell asleep though his head kept flopping into me until I made a barricade with my messenger bag and squished myself into the window. I was too afraid to wake him up to ask him to flop in the other direction.

Then the crying baby chimed in. Then the girl who had kicked Lt. Dan earlier began to have a nervous breakdown. From what I could tell she had gotten her period and was unprepared so she shoved a handful of napkins down her pants and changed into a pair of her boyfriends shorts which were 3 times too big for her and had to be wrapped around her and held up. In Rochester the bus stopped briefly just to pick up and let of passengers. The girl tried to get off the bus, presumably to use the bathroom, but was denied and when she returned the madness ensued. She returned to her seat upset and whining about how she didn't understand why everyone kept yelling at her and why couldn't people just be nice every once in a while. She got in a quick fight with her boyfriend who said she was embarrassing him and then proceeded to uncontrollably cry and bawl and sob and howl like a siren while talking to her dad on the phone and shouting something about lost luggage. We hadn't even made it to Buffalo yet and had 12 more hours to go. I was just thankful that Lt. Dan had remained asleep until we finally arrived in Buffalo.

Some people got off the bus so I took the opportunity to move up to an empty seat where a nice sane non-twitchy non-aggressive girl sat next to me and I was able to get a little bit of rest before changing buses in Cleveland around 3:30am. That's where I saw a black albino. He held my interest while we waiting to board the bus that would take us from Cleveland to Detroit. Arriving in Detroit at about 7am I lined up at our departing gate and stood next to Mr. Chatty Cathy. It was early and I was tired and my blatant disinterest in the conversation did not disengage him. He was perfectly nice, but I just wasn't in the mood. He told me all about how he was traveling in Lansing, MI from Harrisburg, PA and that he didn't take a plane because he needed to bring his weed with him. I ate some cherries as he talked while I fixated my gaze on a large man who had comically given up wearing a belt for the use of suspenders. He looked like a circus clown.

The last leg of the trip wasn't as full as the others and I was able to lay down in the seat and get some sleep. At around 11:30am the next day we finally rolled into Grand Rapids. Mike met me at the bus station, which was conveniently located across from Founders Brewing Company. We saved our visit to Founders for later and headed back to our fancy hotel instead.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Life After Facebook

A few days after visiting my farm I took off to MA for Katelyn's bachelorette party. We started the night off with dinner followed by an entertaining drag show (these are apparently really popular with bachelorette parties). After the drag show we headed to a dance club of Katelyn's choosing. This dance club out of all the others in Boston was particularly of interest to her because it had a mechanical bull and she was determined to ride it. I have to admit, the idea of riding a mechanical bull did sound pretty fun. Those of us who wanted to ride the bull did, with varying degrees of success. I think I did pretty well but I also didn't think it was very challenging. I hear that the bulls in bar that aren't dance clubs are a little harder to maneuver, someday I will have to try one of those out. You know, just to compare.

The week between the bachelorette party and the wedding was spent in MA at Katelyn and Sean's apartment. Sean had to work most of the week so I spent most of my time helping Kato with last minute wedding stuff and just hanging out with Esteban who came up from Colombia to attend the wedding. Somewhere during the week I tried to log into Facebook and found that my account had been deactivated for using a fake name. Apparently I jeopardized the integrity of their website. I responded with a scathing email and ultimately was told that my account would be reinstated, though I have yet to hear anything about it. Before we knew it the rehearsal dinner had come and went and the wedding had arrived. The weather held out just long enough for a beautiful ceremony which was followed by some curious downpours, hailstorms, and a brief power outage.

I drove back to my parents house from MA and had one day of much needed rest after what was basically a week of late nights and drinking. On the 30th I took my mom in for surgery on her wrist. After being in a cast following her dog attack in April she was still not healed so they decided surgery to screw the bone together was the next step. She came out of surgery fine but the following night had an adverse reaction to her pain meds which prompted a trip to the ER where we stayed for nearly 8 hours waiting to be seen by the doctor. We finally arrived home at 4:30am.

The Farmer's Wife gave me her kombucha mother so that I could start brewing kombucha for myself and my parents and I finally had a chance to make my first batch. Her mother had been sitting for a while and I'm not sure if it's alive or not. It's been 3 days since I started our batch and I think I should be able to see a new thin layer on top of the tea to indicate that a new mother is forming, but haven't seen anything yet. It's been cool here, so maybe the fermentation is going slower than usual. I'll give it a few more days to see what happens.



Only a week and a half to go before my farmer lifestyle begins... in the meantime I'm going to pretend I am a rock star. Tomorrow night I will be boarding a Greyhound Bus for a 15 hour ride to Grand Rapids, MI to meet up with Mike and the guys from Billy Squier. Mike's got a few days off in Grand Rapids where we plan on joining in on the city wide water balloon fight on the 4th of July. After that I'll get to spend a few days with him traveling to a couple different cities, sleeping in fancy hotels, and hanging out in the tour bus. Looks like I might even get to see Ani, Bob Dylan, Willie Nelson, and Toots and the Maytals for free on Sunday. It's good to know people who know people.

Until Facebook gets tired of my periodic emails demanding the restoration of my account I will appreciate the extra time that not having Facebook provides me. I still find myself updating my 'status' in my head though, which I find to be a little troubling. I'm sure I'll get over that eventually.

Shenanigans is researching composting toilet regulations in NY State.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Meet the Farmers

Yesterday I went, accompanied with my mother, to visit the farm where I will be interning this summer. When we arrived we met The Farmer and The Farmer's Wife and The Farmer's Kids #1 and 2 (2 years and 3 months old). The Farmer seemed a little frazzled. He began to tell us about his day where everything that could go wrong did go wrong, starting with a mishap with his percolator in the morning, which led to his current state of coffee deficiency. Next The Farmer realized that his refrigerator containing around $500 worth of lettuce for the CSA (Community Supported Agriculture) delivery the next day had broken.

While waiting for the repair man to arrive The Farmer took us around the back of his house where he haphazardly had his greenhouse and slightly run down animal yard. Chickens and ducks ran around freely scratching in the dirt and grass and a few goats nibbled some tall weeds on the side. He apologized for the state of his chicken coop explaining that it's not usually as unkempt and dirty as it was during our visit and mentioned that repairing the roosts was on his list of things to do. He took us through the greenhouse and even I could tell that it was being underutilized and could have been used more efficiently. He began to go over his evolving plan to fence the animals out of certain areas and I got my first glimpse into the mechanical workings of his mind.

Our tour was momentarily interrupted when the repair man arrived. My mom and I stood nearby while The Farmer described the problem with the fridge. He said something like, "I turned the thermostat too far and now I can't get it to turn back. I think it's broken." My mom and I looked at each other, knowing that in order to fix that it was as simple as removing the knob and turning it with a pair of pliers, which is exactly what the repair man suggested. "I never thought of that," marveled The Farmer. In the end the repair man found nothing wrong with his refrigerator and that all he needed was a new non-GFI outlet installed that would prevent the circuit breaker from tripping (or something like that, I'm no electrician myself). I don't have many electrical skills, but this was not such an advanced problem that my mom was unable to diagnose it.

While we waited for the repair man to install the new outlet we went inside to chat with The Farmer's Wife who makes all natural, mostly organic lip balms, moisturizers, body oils and other skin care products. She'd like to expand her line with homemade soap as well and I think I am going to be able to help her out. We sat around the kitchen and chatted while their 3 month old fell asleep in my moms arms and uncovered the root of the refrigerator problem. The Farmer had a cheap percolator that he rigged up to work by jamming a quarter somewhere to keep it from blowing the fuse or soemthing. This morning he forgot to put water in the percolator which caused the refrigerator to go down. My mom put two and two together and proposed it to The Farmer who was shocked at the chain of events but certain that she was right. Mechanically minded he is not. He may not be naturally business minded either. A little goofy and possibly absent minded, he reminds me of a farmer version of Amelia Bedelia. But he seems to know how to grow vegetables, is very friendly and generous, and able to live a simple and happy life.

About a 10 minute drive from the 'home site' is the 'garden site' where the actual gardening is done and where my housing was located as well. We checked out my new living space which is in a converted barn. There's a great 6 burner stove in the kitchen and a welcoming balcony on the 2nd floor. The bathroom is spacious with an elevated throne, there's a small common living space without much more than a couple of vinyl chairs in it, and a couple bedrooms. What will most likely be my room is less renovated and isn't much more than a barn stall. But it's got a window and 4-walls and a roof and when I look back at the different places I have been staying over the past 7 months I know I will be perfectly comfortable.

We strolled through the garden and sampled a couple fresh sugar snap peas that only had a few more days on the vine before they would be picked and processed for the CSA shares. More planting will happen in the next few weeks and the crops will really be in full swing when I start working there in July. There's no internet during the week and no traffic noise or artificial lights to bring me down, just resurrection of the soul starting with the soil.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Reading the cards to guide my transition.

Transitioning has been a series of ups and downs. I thought I was doing fine and had a plan to move back to Philadelphia with Mike (though in separate apartments) and throw myself wholeheartedly into the burgeoning urban gardening scene. But just as we were about to head to Philly to look for housing Mike was offered another job on tour this summer for Billy Squier (80's rocker). The pay rate was too good to turn down so we talked and decided it'd be pretty stupid if he turned it down.

This kind of put a wrench in my happy-go-lucky, everything is falling right into place and going smoothly as planned, plan. When we were in Philly I even began to look at apartments and found one that seemed pretty nice. It had 4 vacant lots that the housemates had begun guerrilla gardening. It might have had enough outdoor potential to balance the disorganization inside, but something in me knew that I wouldn't be able to handle the noise and harshness of the city without Mike. Apparently the Goddess Cards were right (yes, I'm totally into Goddess Card readings now, I'm a hippie, whatever) and I am more sensitive to noise now and Mike acts like some kind of sound-proofing buffer somehow...the city just makes me feel rushed and stressed and competitive and inadequate and body conscious, etc.,

I had decided to move back to my parents house in Upstate NY for the summer, but before I had a chance to tell them this, my mom called me and told me that she met this farmer at the farmers market who might be looking for interns this summer. The farm is 10-15 minutes from my parents house, they offer a small stipend, housing, plus all the produce and eggs I can eat (they have yet seen how many veggies I can eat and may need to rethink this!), and it's located at the southern tip of Skaneateles Lake... it seemed to me like a perfect opportunity to live near water, another Goddess Card prediction.

I won't be starting until July when he has a space opening up, but this gives me plenty of time to go to all the weddings I need to go to and visit friends, etc. I won't be earning enough of a stipend to save any money, but it won't be costing me money either and I'll have enough to make my student loan payments.

When I was at my parents house in early May they drove me by this house the was formerly owned by friends of theirs. It's only $118,000 with 3.5 acres of land a barn and a view of the lake! It needs serious foundation work, but I want to go visit it and see if it's something I can't resist. I am tempted.

When I'm not on farms I miss having a regular schedule to my days and simple, wholesome foods to eat, and I certainly miss having time allotted each day for a siesta. Everything has seemed like a bit of a whirlwind since my arrival back here and I'm really looking forward to things settling down a bit and having the opportunity for reflection.

I don't know how being in South America could possibly make things seem so different. Most things are still the same. I have no job, I have no permanent housing, I still live out of my backpack. But I haven't picked up a book to read since returning. I spend too much time on the internet. I don't get out for any kind of exercise. I eat too much and too much crap. I feel disconnected. I don't know how a change in atmosphere can do so much and I just want to get back to the simple, purposefully disconnected way of being.

I leave NJ tomorrow for a weekend trip to Philly and Central PA and then Monday it's back up to CNY via NYC for a few more days before heading up to MA for a week of wedding festivities! Maybe I need to set the computer aside, give myself a good Goddess Card reading, and pick up a book. Just a few small steps toward happiness.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

North American Soil

On my final day in Chile I woke up at 3:45 in the morning and took a transfer from my hostel to the airport. There were several people already in line waiting to check in and this made me a little nervous because although I had a ticket I did not have a seat assignment and until I got one I could still be bumped from my flight. Luckily the flight between Santiago and Bogota, Colombia was fairly empty and check-in was completed without a hitch. In Bogota I had a 10 hour layover. There is nothing to do in the Bogota airport. They don't allow you into the rooms where you board the plane unless you're actually booked on that flight so they have a line of chairs hugging the hallway and I spent my day there instead. I had 6 Fruti-Grans (delicious Argentine cookies) left and I rationed them throughout the day because I had no Colombian currency... not that there was anything to buy anyway. I alternated between reading and sleeping awkwardly sitting up. I got excited when I realized I only had an hour left to go - then I could go into the boarding rooms where I could at least watch television in Spanish. Then I got really sad when I realized that I never adjusted my clock for the time change between Arg. and Colombia and I actually had 2 hours left before departure. Eventually my flight departed and 6 hours later I was descending into NYC.

My flight touched down a little after 5am and as the plane got closer and closer to North American soil I watched the ever present glow of the city bleed orange into the night sky and reminded me of striking a layer of clay amidst rich dark soil. The number of lights shining up at me was unbelievable - like trying to count the number of beams bouncing off the mirrors of a disco ball.

Customs and immigration was a breeze. They didn't even bat an eyelash at the multiple kilos of herb (yerba mate) I transported into the country. Before long I was on a bus operated through my airline that shuttles customers directly from JFK to Elizabeth, NJ where Mike picked me up. He flew into NJ that same morning so we spent the next few days decompressing from tour and travel at his mother's house before hopping on a bus to NYC before transferring and heading upstate to Syracuse.

We arrived in Syracuse, relaxed for a night and before I knew it we were piling into the car for the drive to Buffalo for Caleb's graduation. Somewhere in the car my parents divulged that all three of my brothers would be at the graduation. This was a rare and exciting occasion. Caleb's graduation was nice, the wacky commencement speaker had lots to say about Egyptian tombs, space shuttles, aliens, vortexes, and Rosetta Stones. The rain held out just long enough for us to proudly parade the graduate around snapping pictures. Mike, my three brothers, and I went out later that night to celebrate where I proceeded to get drunk off of a shockingly small amount of beer and a few whiskey shots. I kicked ass at darts, tried to wrestle Mike in the street and failed, and then returned to the hotel.

The next day my family went international, crossing the border to Canada for a stroll along Niagara Falls. I was outraged when I found turnstiles as we were walking back across the border charging us $.50 to re-enter the United States. I threw a mini-fit about the legitimacy of being forced to pay money to enter my own country when I wasn't even sure I wanted to re-enter in the first place. My family and Mike assured me I was being ridiculous so I had Mike fork up the money and eventually shut my mouth.

Back in Skaneateles we spent the next 10 days working on the lawn to help out my temporarily one-armed wonder of a mother. Actually Mike did most of the lawn work while I ran errands. Together Mike and I did our best Julia Child. We whipped up homemade mango and habanero salsa, toasted our own tortilla chips, stuffed empanadas with 3 different fillings, baked multi-seed and roasted garlic whole wheat bread, toasted delectable granola and lovingly prepared meals for my parents. I felt a little like Cinderella, but I really didn't mind.

Eventually we were all piled in the car again and headed to MA. My mom and I were attending a dear friends Bridal Shower and Mike and dad were just along for the ride. We spent the first night at my brother and sister-in-laws house where I was up until 3 in the morning preparing roasted garlic hummus, toasting pita chips, and baking red velvet cupcakes with cream cheese frosting. The following morning my mom and I attended the shower where I let my creative juices flow on the ribbon bouquet. That night Mike and I settled into the living room turned karaoke hall for a fun night of friends and questionable Thai food.

After a few days in Boston we boarded another bus back to NJ for a few more days and eventually headed to Philly. Philly was filled with BBQ's, baseball games, lots of must-have culinary experiences, moving out of apartments and crashing at friends houses. After 2-weeks of fun and indulgence in the city of brotherly love I am back in NJ once again. It seems that it never stops, but I can't complain. I have become quite fond of my gypsy lifestyle. 7.5 months living out of my backpack and counting...

Friday, April 10, 2009

Carlos

I was sitting on a bench in Plaza Independencia reading a book and listening to live pan flutes when an old man sat down on the other end. He asked if I liked to read and told me that no one in Mendoza reads and that he´s a writer and so it makes him very happy to see me reading. We chatted for a little while about Mendoza and the origins of my name. Then he showed me the book he wrote. It was a stack of paper cut in half and folded lengthwise and stapled together. It containted little musings and comments about life such as, ´Politicians don´t spend much money on education because they have little of it.´ He had a Spanish version as well as copies in English with very literal and often comical translation.

He asked me about my travels so far and told me I too should write a book. He wanted to know where I was from and what I did back home and where my boyfriend was. He told me that my boyfriend is probably lonely without me. He cautioned me to always be aware of my belongings because people in Argentina can be shifty. I had trouble not laughing at the irony of his advise. He stood up to leave and gave me a poem he wrote titled, ´Sos bella´ meaning, You Are Beautiful. He told me to be careful in Mendoza because I am a very pretty girl. He said it was a pleasure to meet me, wished me luck on the rest of my travels, and told me that if he is ever in Philadelphia he was going to ask for me. Then he kissed me on both cheeks and walked away.

Sos Bella

Sin palabras de mas
sin palabras de menos

Sos bella

Mirate,
es inventar la luz
de la mañana

So bella

Sonríes
y en tu sonrisar nace,
luminosa el poema

Caminas
y sos como una flor,
que adorna las miradas.

Sin palabras de mas
sin palabras de menos
Sos bella

- Carlos Lépez

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Ethical Leather?

I´ve been thinking a lot in the past few months about buying my bags, shoes, belts, wallets, etc., out of man-made materials rather than support a farming and killing industry that I do not believe in.

From an ethical standpoint it seems clear to me to avoid relying the skin of other animals to cover my skin, especially when there are many fashionable, affordable, durable, and ethical alternatives. However, I have recently started to wonder about what is more sustainable, man-made pleathers and plastics or leather.

The article that follows addresses the issue more thoroughly and provides alternatives to both supporting industrial farming and the harsh environmental impact of leather production and of producing more plastics and more unbiodegradable waste which is an unfortunate by-product of making the more ethical fashion choice.

Just because it´s vegan, doesn´t necessarily mean it´s better, for you or the environment. What do you think? Especially you, Court, I know how much you like your vegan footwear!

http://www.guardian.co.uk/lifeandstyle/2008/aug/27/ethicalfashion.leather

Screw you, WWOOF.

What is with all these WWOOF farms that don´t actually ´farm´ anything? Is it too hard to want to go somewhere that actually grows vegetables? And eats what they grow? Am I asking too much?

Damn it, I just want to eat dirty carrots straight from the ground.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

The End

The blog is done. I don´t feel like writing anymore. I am glad you have enjoyed reading it. Maybe someday on another trip I will write again. See you all in a month or so.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

That`s what I get.

Some fucker just broke the lock I had on the locker in my hostel and stole my digital SLR, less than a year old, and along with it the memory card with nearly 6 months of photos, my ipod, and around 800 pesos. I am beyond pissed off. All because I locked my things up. Nearly $1500 and countless photos gone.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

El Calafate

217km of absolute openess connects El Chaltèn to El Calafate. Both towns exist more or less for the sole purpose of supporting tourism to the area but I happen to like them. Unlike other tourist heavy destinations such as those I visited in Peru, these places are still quiet and muy tranquilo. There is no hard sell. No one chasing me down the street harrasing me to get a massage or shoving some tourist menu in my face. No one hounds me when I enter the shops to admire the handicrafts. They actually approach me and begin speaking in Spanish instead of assuming I speak English and therefore treat me like a gringo dollar sign. I appreciate all of these touches.

Though things are more expensive in this area as they are still relying heavily on the ports to import goods, it seems like they have a better understanding of tourism and things are more or less of better quality. This is especially true of the handicrafts. This town being super touristy, has plently of artesanal shops that I could spend hours exploring, so I did. They actually contained things that I would want to buy if I had the space or money for them. Real handmade products, not just stall after stall of massproduced poor quality crap. The knit and woven work is especially outstanding and makes me want a flock of sheep of my own to keep me in enough wool to replicate some of their beautiful work.

I am working on enjoying my holiday (a term I am adopting) and not worrying so much about money. I found a divey inexpensive hostel to stay so I decided to go out for a glass of wine. I am in Argentina afterall. I had a lovely time sitting in the restaurant sipping my glass of sorta crappy house red. Sure I could`ve bought an entire bottle of higher quality wine for the same price, but I would have had to drink it all by myself, in the dingy hostel filled with really loud Israelis. I reminded myself that how cheaply I am able to do something is not really the point and ended up having a quite enjoyable evening.

The weather in Patagonia is known for its unpredictability but since arriving in El Chaltèn I have had nothing but blue skies. Things were a little cloudier and chillier in El Calafate but still nothing to complain about. I was headed to see the Perito Moreno Glaciar located about 80km outside of town. I left sunny El Calafate and drove straight into a big dark cloud.

The Perito Moreno Glaciar is one of the few glaciers in the world that is moving. It wsa immense at about 60m high and 14 km long. It felt like arriving at Niagra Falls and finding it frozen. Well, maybe not that huge, but very impressive. I hung out with the glacier for the afternoon in the wind and cold cold rain. I stared into the unnaturally vivid blue crevices and listened to the massive glacier creak and groan and crack like thunder as pieces broke of and fell into the water below. It was pretty awesome and so much more than just a big piece of ice.

Back in town the weather was a bit better and I walked around the shops a little bit more before turning in for the night. They say it takes around 6 months for a person to adjust to a new job. I estimate that it takes me about 5 months to adjust to traveling. The same thing happened when I was driving through Mexico and Central America. About 5 months in I start to get very comfortable with the language and the pace and finally start to remember what it is all about, and then I have to go home. At this point I just want to keep going forever and continue going south until I run out of continent and end up in Antarctica. In order to prevent this, I bought a ticket for a 24 hour bus ride to take me out of this land before I get in too deep. I am really sad to be leaving Patagonia, it`s so quiet and still so untouched in many ways. But I am in hot pursuit of penguins who have managed to evade me thus far. Someday I would love to return to this peaceful place at the end of the world fully loaded with a tent, a warm sleeping bag, and a rental car. There is so much more to explore.

El Chaltèn

The road to El Chaltèn was a 12 hour stretch of ripio down Rt. 40, Argentina`s answer to the Carretera Austral, but in a little better shape. The lanscape was wide open and brambly. We stopped for a break at Bajo Caracoles a town with about 50 people located in the true middle of nowhere. There, I witnessed one of the most impressive sunsets of my life. The crimsons and peach and apricot spread like fire across the sky in deep brush strokes so magnificent it brought to mind the Sistine Chapel.

It was cold and the wind slapped hard against me as it swept across the wide open pampa. Inside the bus I found no relief. The air conditioning for some inexplicable reason was turned on full blast for the entire ride. I hadn`t been on a bus that cold since Colombia and had fallen out of the habit of bringing my sleeping bag on the bus, though I wished that I had. I sat freezing and trying to sleep through the cold on the bus without much success. At around 6:30am I arrived in El Chaltèn, a small tourist center located inside the perimeter of Parque Nacional Los Glaciares in the heart of Argentine Patagonia. Already chilled to the core from the bus ride I stepped into the night air which felt shockingly cold at 6.6C (42F). I realize that isn`t really cold but try telling that to my body which seemed to be in some sort of revolt. My nasal faucet was turned on full blast, my teeth were chattering wildly, and my whole body shook. I rumaged through my bag as soon as I could and threw on my other jacket and my wool gloves. Bare in mind that this is later summer/early fall in this part of the world. Walking to the hostel I sneezed about 10 or 12 times consecutively. It`s official, I thought. I am allergic to the cold.

After locating a hostel I dropped of my bags and began a hike up to Cerro Torre in the early morning light. Cerro Torre, which means Tower Hill, is huge. If they classify it as a hill I would love to know what they consider a mountain. The hike wasn`t too challenging, about 8 hours roundtrip, but it was a really peaceful and pretty path. I saw some wild hare and my first condor flying overhead. Cerro Torre itself was outstanding, steep, sharp spires of rock jutting out of a glacier which led into a murky green grey laguna which contained three little iceburgs. They were tiny little guys but my first iceburg nonetheless and I was pretty excited. My nose didn`t stop running the entire time and I began to wonder if in addition to this new allergy I discovered, I might also be getting sick.

I poked around the markets and shops in town, many of which were closed on Sunday, before heading back to the hostel where I made lunch, a hot cup of tea, and treated myself to a little recuperating nap.

After a good healthy nights sleep I woke up feeling a little bit less snuffy in the morning, though my nose was already beginning to get raw for the endless rubbing with my hankercheif. I went to a little market down the street and got some eggs and to the panaderia for a little bread for sandwiches and a medialuna, a sweet glazed delicious croissant, and my new favorite guilty pleasure. I took my time making breakfast and began my trek up to Cerro Fitz Roy around 11am. The trek from town and back was about 12.5km, began with a little upward battle and a muddy mid-section but was mostly at a nice comfortable pace. The last hour or so of the hike up to the Fitz Roy was a steep climb up a rocky path. The views from the top were well worth the challenge. The Fitz Roy massif is said to be so steep that snow won`t stick to the sides of it. It was very impressive and has to emerald green lagunas at its feet. I saw a mini-avalanche and sat in awe of such natural wonders while enjoying my lunch.

That night after returning to town I calculated that I had hiked around 47km over the past two days. No wonder I was tired. I am constantly amazed by how open and wild Patagonia is. Wind swept valleys with trees that are blown practically sideways and then all of a sudden these mountains rise up out of no where. And the colors! They are out of this world. I cannot begin to describe the way the landscape transforms itself at sunrise and sunset. This unbelievable mixture of violet, indigo, greens, mustards. Sometimes it breaks my heart to pass by these sights from the window of a bus without the opportunity to stop and get out of the car and admire.

Fish Rising

The stretch of road between Villa Cerro Castillo and Cochrane was 343km of ripio in various states of disrepair. It was slow going but the scenery on either side of the bus was worth the slow pace and high price. One side of the bus passed by burnt pastureland, silver stumps of trees laid on their sides strewn across the hillsides like Lincoln Logs, the hills rising up into mountains and colliding with blue cloudless skies. The opposite side of the bus was priviledged to so Lago General Carrera (Lago Buenos Aires on the Argentine side) the second largest lake after Titicaca in South America. It was one of the prettiest bus rides I have been on so far. The tourqouise water shone iridecently and lapped at the foot of mountains with snowy peaks.

Cochrane has just under 3,000 people living within its borders and is a quiet little village located at the convergence of a few rivers. There isn`t much to do there but walk around to the different grocery stores and markets, explore the panaderias (bakeries) to sample the pastries and learn where the best rolls are baked, so that is exactly what we did. We must have gone into the markets 3 or 4 times a day, just to poke around and look at the aisles. When we first arrived we walked around a bit with our packs trying to find the elusive free camping spot near the river. Unable to locate one the first night we settled for `tent city´ a camping place suggested in my guidebook which was no more than someones backyard filled with what seemed to be every camper in the area. But it was good enough, there was a toilet, hot showers, and the ability to have a campfire - wood provided. We went out to dinner that night at a nice local joint with slow service but good beer from Kunstmann in Valdivia.

In the morning we packed up camp and set off yet again to try to find a nice place near the river. Josh was really certain that the ideal location existed and was determined to find it. I asked the woman at the grocery store if she knew of a place and she pointed in one direction but we set out in another, Josh following his fisherman nose, or something. We didn`t find a thing in that direction and so continued in the direction that the woman pointed us in earlier. We found a nice place near the river that would provide a great opportunity to swim, weather permitting, but it was a bit out in the open and wasn`t a designated place to camp so we would`ve preferred to be a little more secluded and where we would be able to have a fire. We took a break for a bit while deciding whether to set up camp there or not. In the river the fish were literally jumping out of the water, called rising. I had never seen anything like that before in my life. Bryan set up his pole to try to catch some dinner and could hardly cast his line in without catching a fish. Unfortunately the only fish biting were tiny little trout, not big enough to eat so Bryan gave me my first fly fishing lesson. It took a lot more coordination than I thought it would but I started to get the rhythm of it after a few attempts with a very patient instructor. I learned how to cast and how to mend and the theory and skill behind fly fishing. The fish weren`t going for my fly though, I just couldn`t get my line out far enough. After a nice tour around town and an afternoon by the riverside we found ourselves in Tent City once again.

My last day in Cochrane was again spent next to the river where we almost camped. The boys tried to catch larger fish to no avail. We did our regular rotation of the markets in town and just relaxed. There is nothing to do in Patagonia and it forces you to slow down and be still your surroundings, a quality of the area that I really appreciate.

In the morning I was headed to Chile Chico to cross the border into Argentina at Los Antiguos. Bryan and Josh were staying in Cochrane one more day until their bus to Villa O`Higgins where the Carretera Austral ends. They were doing a border crossing into Chile that involved ferries and 14km of trekking across the frontera on foot. The style of the crossing intrgued me a great deal but it was going to take too much time so I went the easy route and rode across the border in a minibus. Los Antiguos is a nice town with little to do. Its main attraction is the fruit farms which produce huge amounts of cherries and have an annual Cherry Festival every year. I visited one of the farms during my stay and found out that the cherry season ended on January 15th, so I bought a bag of dried bing cherries that were delicious nonetheless.

I spent two nights in Los Antiguos waiting for my bus to El Chaltèn to depart. I was enjoying Patagonia so much and the unquenchable urge to keep going and going farther into this land. I felt a little bad that I wasn`t heading back north to go to the farm I had planned for March right away...wasn`t that the `goal´ of my trip anyway? But then a handsome little froggy reminded me that I don`t need to be so focused on what I am supposed to be doing, or what I planned on doing, or what I am expected to be doing and that if I am drawn to see more of Patagonia then I should, because there will be plenty of time to learn more about farming. This was all the reminder I needed to remember that this is my trip and I can do whatever I want with it. So I bought some Dulce de Leche Oreos (a strange buy I know) but they intrigued me, went to a cafe that served real coffee and enjoyed it while sitting on a little couch doing crossword puzzles. Afterwards I hiked up to a little Mirador (lookout) and sat by myself for a while overlooking Lago Buenos Aires without a sound but the wind. It was a slow and pleasant day.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

The Carretera Austral

The trip from Coyhaique to La Junta should have taken, according to the calculations of Andres who gave me the ride to La Junta, about 5 hours. Had I continued by car he may have been right. But I continued on the slowest bus ever. It crawled down the ripio (gravel) road at a snails pace. The rocks were loose and the gravel was wet, the roads washed away in parts from the recent rain storms. I was surprised we made it up some of the hills as I heard the wheels fight for traction below me. I expected to arrive in Coyhaique with plenty of daylight so that I could find my hostel without trouble. When I eventually arrived 10 hours later it was midnight and I was in the middle of Coyhaique, a town of about 43,000 people, and the commercial center of the Aysen region. But at midnight, the commercial center looked decidedly uncommercial and though I had the name of a hostel, it was located a 2km walk out of town and I hadn´t a map or any idea which way to go. I approached two English speaking travelers, Josh from Montana and Bryan from Colorado. They didn´t have a plan either and were hoping for an ideal camping spot next to the river but it was no looking like that wouldn´t be happening. So we decided to grab a taxi rather than attempt to walk somewhere in the dark without a map. The hostel was a log cabin outside of town and felt very ski lodgey with a warm woodstove in the center of the common area, a kitchen to use, and 3 baby kittens to make me smile.

The next day I explored the town and went to the airline office to ask about a flight down to Punta Arenas. The flight was definitely affordable and seemed promising. Until the woman told me the next available flight wasn´t leaving until March 4th. At this time it was around the 23rd of February and I definitely couldn´t wait that long for a flight. Later at the hostel I was telling Bryan and Josh about the letdown at the airline and since they were headed south as well they invited me along. They had a three person tent and were planning on camping their way down the Carretera Austral and eventually crossing over into Argentina when the Carretera ends. They were attracted to this area for the incredible fly fishing it is well known for and had all the gear needed to camp. I had no gear and a weak sleeping bag, but we decided that it would be a mutually beneficial arrangement if we traded my language abilities for their tent. We spent one more night in Coyhaique where we made our ininerary for the next few days. Since my sleeping bag was only graded for +55F they suggested I buy asleeping pad to try to keep off the ground. The only one I could find was not much more than a yoga mat, but it was only two bucks, so I bought it anyway.

Josh and Bryan ran into Greg, a biker who they had met earlier in their travels, and the four of us continued farther south along the ripio road to Villa Cerro Castillo a town with about 500 residents. We inquired about campsites, but most charged money so we set out to find the ever idyllic campsite by the river. We followed signs to Camp 3 Hermanos, but we never saw the 3 hermanos and instead ended up with a great spot near(ish) to the river with an outstanding view of the Cerro Castillo peaks above us, shrouded by clouds as they were. My first night camping I was freezing. I had on two pairs of wool socks, two pairs of pants, a tee shirt, a long sleeve shirt, a hoodie, a fleece jacket, and a hat. I was still cold but woke up feeling rested.

We did a nice 8 or 9 hour trek the following day through pastureland, forests, and windy bluffs. We returned to camp and made a badass pasta dinner and decided to reward ourselves after the hike with a little alcohol. After some beer, some wine, and a copious amount of whiskey around the campfire and the addition of a down jacket borrowed from Bryan I was nice and toasty the second night. After two nights of possible trespassing in Cerro Castillo we got a bus to Cochrane, 343km south of Coyhaique.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Leaving Reserva Añihue

Since Añihue Reserva wasn`t turning out to be the farm of my dreams I decided within the first week that I didn`t want to stay for the entire month I originally planned for. Getting out of Añihue however proved more difficult than expected. Because of it`s remote location it is only accesible by boat. On a nice day the boat ride can take anywhere from 40 minutes to 1 hour. When the weather is bad, the farms boat is unable to cross from Tonina to Añihue over the rough waters. This meant that I spent a week or so more than I wanted waiting on a sunny day in order for Felipe to come and retrieve me. Luckily the company at Añihue was welcoming. The two girls had a lot of energy and kept me entertained most days, the library was stocked with great books to read and research, and Gonzalo only spoke Spanish which forced all of us to speak Spanish and was great for increasing my language abilities. Our days were even less active in the rain and usually just meant caring for the animals in the morning and evenings. I spent time watching the gusts of wind distrub the surface of the bay like a giant invisable hand. The trees creaked and bent under the force of the howling wind and rain pelted endlessly atop the tin roof.

But eventually, a sunny day did come. We were beginning work on a shelter for the animal manure when we heard the boat coming in the distance. I gathered my things, said a hurried goodbye (Felipe doesn`t like to wait) and sat in awkward silence for the duration of the ride. I don`t think that Felipe is the type of person who likes to be challenged in what he`s doing and I guess that is exactly what I did. He dropped me off at the tiny beach and said our goodbye`s. When I thanked him he snorted out a little laugh. Maybe he thought I was some ungrateful American, but I was thanking him genuinely as the experience, though not what I expected, was still enjoyable. The Chileans have an expression, no me cae bien, which translates to: He didn`t fall well on me. And Felipe just didn`t. I thought he was a puny egotistical little man who needed someone to burst his bubble.

I walked back down the forrested path to Raul Marin. The last time I was in RM I didn`t see a single car. The roads aren`t so much roads as they are wide sandy paths and I had trouble believing cars would have an easy time passing them anyway. This is understandable considering the fact that the town itself had no use for cars at all until recently when the rustic Carretera Austral built an extension connecting it for the first time by land where it was previously only accesible by air or water. There are no busses running to Raul Marin and the only way out is to try to catch an expensive and infrequent ferry or hitchhike. The ferry wasn`t coming for another 4 or 5 days so I went `a dedo´ and was happy when the second car that stopped (also the second car I saw) happened to be headed to my destination La Junta, 75 km from Raul Marin. The pickup truck was packed with people and bags so I hopped in the short half bed of the truck on top of some suitcases and leaning against giant blue plastic drums. We headed down the dirt road and stopped before long at the side of a river where Andres, the driver, rearranged the people and bags to allow to a spot inside the truck. We crossed the river on a one-car ferry to the other side and continued on down the ripio (loose stone) road to La Junta. Andres dropped me off right in front of a bus that was headed in my direction and leaving in about 15 minutes. I couldn`t have had more perfect timing as transporation in this region is very hard to come by and I have heard tales of people getting stuck in towns for days waiting for the next bus.

Since I had a few weeks to spare after leaving Añihue early I decided that I would head South. It wasn`t originally in me plans for the trip but as I got closer I just couldn`t stop. Something kept pulling me further and further down into the depths of Patagonia. I hadn`t expected to want to keep going like that but the drive to see more barren wild landscapes and glaciers and snowy mountains and lakes just kept getting stronger and became this magnetic draw that I couldn`t ignore. From La Junta I planned to take a bus down to Coyhaique and splurge on a flight to Punta Arenas to go to the famous Torres del Paine National Park. But travel never works out exactly how you have it in mind and after arriving in Coyhaique I had a change of plans.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Reserva Añihue

Like much of the land in this region of Chilean Northern Patagonia, the 10,000 hectares that comprise Reserva Añihue, are owned by rich North Americans. Most of them claim that their primary goal is to protect the land from the lumber companies who have been ravaging it and driving out the native flora and fauna. But as North Americans there`s always a plan to make a profit and so Toninas, the first point of entry into Reserva Añihue, named after the doplhins that are seen almost daily in the bay, has been dedicated to tourism. They market it as `eco-tourism´ which I have come to believe is a contradiction of terms.

I spent my first night in a room at Toninas, the first and more accessible part of the reserve and the part where the tourists stay. The buildings are beautifully contructed with wood from the land (they claim to use only fallen wood in their constructions). There is electricity but it is all solar, and in a place where it rains 80% of the time needs to be used conservatively. I was shocked on my first night by the food I was served for dinner. Fresh lettuce from the garden, served with a side of canned corn, canned green beans, canned olives, and bottled ajì (a kind of hot sauce) made by Heinz or some company like it. I was told that the garden wasn`t producing much because of the rain and so they had to supplement it with canned goods. In the morning, it was homemade bread served with margarine that actually advertised the fact that it contained real milk, powdered instant Nescafe coffee (not unusual in these parts), powdered milk, dulce de leche (I love this stuff), and packaged marmelade. Waiting for my transfer to Añihue, the part of the reserve I would be staying at, I explored the area. I checked out the beautiful cabins that the tourists stay at, saw some dolphins playing in the bay, and I saw the gardens which mysteriously had lots of vegetables growing in them. Beets, carrots, lettuce, onions, cabbage, herbs, and many other things that were absent from our meal the previous night. Something didn`t add up.

I spoke with Felipe, the man who managed the entire reserve. He was from Santiago and has a background in tourism. I was trying to understand what the goal of the land and the volunteer project was and to understand why we were eating so many processed, packaged goods when there was perfectly good produce in the gardens. He didn`t provide any answers to my satisfaction, but rather explained why they chose to use solar electricity to power the 3 computers in his house and how sometimes certain things need to be sacrificed in the interest of comfort. He assured me that things were `very different´ over at Añihue and that a more rustic, wholesome life was led, with composting toilets, etc. He maintained that Añihue was the type of place that `really changes people´ and `people go into Añihue and come out completely transformed´. He was painting a pretty nice picture and I had some high hopes. I was looking to be `changed´.

That afternoon we took his boat across the ocean on a ride that took about 50 minutes over some choppy sea. Along the way we picked up Juliette, a French volunteer who was on her way back to Añihue for her second month there. If she was returning again I thought, it must be a pretty good experience. I focused on the horizon willing myself not to get sick while chatting with Juliette on the way there. When we arrived we were met by Gonzalo, who has been living and working at Añihue for the past two years, and Sarah an American volunteer who also decided to stay longer than the one month she originally planned for.

I quickly learned that life at Añihue wasn`t all that much different or more wholesome or more organic or more rustic than life in Tonina. Yes, they had a composting toilet, but it was located outside and away from the house. There was a perfectly functioning water toilet inside and no one was stressing the benefits of using the dry toilet over the conventional one and so, why would they? Besides, from what I could tell, the byproducts of the dry toilet were not being composted effectively and so rather than harnessing the power of human shit, they were letting it go to waste. Might as well just flush it down if you`re just going to waste it anyway. There was less electricity available to us at Añihue then they had at Tonina. We had fewer solar panels and so most of the energy we had stored, when we had bright enough days to store some, was used toward to internet, watching DVDs on the computer, and charging our iPods. Candles and headlamps were used at night. But again, what really got me was the food, nothing bus cans and packages.

Maybe if I hadn`t had such a phenomenal experience at Sacred Sueños then I Wouldnpt have been so let down and disillusioned by my experience at Añihue. In a lot of ways life at Sacred Sueños was more easily carried out in an environmentally conscious way than at Añihue. The relative proximity of Sacred Sueños to Vilcabamba, a town with regular tourism and a resident hippie population at the bottom of the mountain made access to certain things such as homemade bread (we didn`t have an oven there), real butter, milk for cheese making, and awesome granola more accessible. Though SS wasn`t producing enough vegetables to be self-sustainable at that time they were working toward it, and in the meantime were only a short trip (relatively speaking) down the mountain where they could find shops teeming with fresh fruits and vegetables.

Añihue is in a lot of ways more remote than Sacred Sueños. The nearest town is Raul Marin Balmaceda which has only about 400-500 residents and few resources. There are a few small markets, a medical center, a school, but not much else. The roads through town are not much more than sandy paths. Only recently was the Carretera Austral extended to connect them by road to other towns nearby (the nearest 75km away). Access to fresh produce is limited and most of the goods need to be brought in from far away by ferry. So, once a month they bring in a handful of fresh veggies (4 carrots, 4 onions, 2 cucumbers, 2 heads of garlic, a chunk of squash, a couple bananas and apples) and a bunch of non-perishable goods. But all these canned and packaged goods lead to empty cans and plastic packages, which is waste that eventually gets buried in a hole somewhere on the property (some of it gets taken back to Santiago to get recycled, so they say).

As I spent more time at Añihue I realized that the main problem with the land was not its location or even the climate, it was the vision (and the soil). I couldn`t figure out why we were there. It didn`t seem like we, as volunteers, were working enough for someone to support us. I was able to gather that they were primarily there as an act of conservation, and secondarily there as a tourist destination. No one could provide me with a third reason for our presence. I didn`t get it. The food we ate was packaged or canned, the cups we drank from were `Designed for Starbucks, Made In China´, the blankets we slept under were made in Indonesia or some other far off land. Purchasing these goods, rather than the quality products available locally (thus cutting down on carbon emmissions from transportation and in turn supporting the local economy) didn`t make any sense to me. Instead of buying real butter that comes in minimal packaging we`re buying this crap that comes in a big plastic tubs. If for some reason it is necessary to exist on packaged or processed foods, they could at least make smart choices about which products they purchase.

Our daily activities went like this:

- Wake up between 8 and 10, have breakfast (oatmeal, instant coffee, bread) and then go to the animals. Free the sheep and chickens, collect the eggs, sweep out the sheep and pig pens, feed the pigs, and check on the tomatoes growing in the greenhouse.

- Go back to the house and drink some tea or coffee. Eat more bread.

- If weather permits (10 or so out of the 15 days I was there it rained stormy horrible cold windy rain) we might do some small tasks like cut firewood, build a house to put our boots and shoes in, clean a beach (this meant moving trash out of the sight of the tourists, rather than removing trash for the good of the environment), clearing trails, or making a spot have a campfire.

- Make lunch, usually some sort of soup or pasta with fresh veggies while they lasted, canned once they were gone, and maybe some beans, and bread. These meals were actually pretty decent, based on what we had to work with. The afternoons were mostly free. I usually spent them baking bread, reading, or spinning wool by hand and the girls usually went out in the rain and tried to catch some fish.

- Around 6 or so, we went back out to the animals.

- We usually spent our late evenings checking our email and/or watching a DVD.

Sounds like a lovely and relaxing way to spend a few weeks, right? It definitely was, but I wasn`t just looking for some remote holiday. I wanted to learn and I wanted to get my hands dirty. We did a few small jobs here and there but most of it seemed like busy work and all for the benefit of the tourists when they make the day trip from Tonina to Añihue to see the volunteer program. The eggs from the chickens that we spent time caring for were handed over to Felipe so that they can be cooked for the tourists. I overheard Felipe tell the tourists that the volunteers are living all organically and about how we`re using the dry toilet...all a bunch of BS. We were expected to put on a little routine for their benefit and show them all the wholesome activities we`ve been up to. I didn`t want any part of this so I his upstairs and read a book. I felt like the whole place was just a big farce. It felt the way I felt the first time I put on my new North Face 30 SPF quick dry, zip-off pants made by small hands in Bangladesh.

They were doing some good things at Añihue and it was nice to see that it is possible to retain some ¨comforts¨ of technology in a more conscious way, that woodstove heating systems can efficiently cook your food, heat your water and heat your home. It was just the lack of gardening and the fake image of the place that really put me off. If they could just identify their goals, such as making their garden more productive and therefore reducing the dependence on non-perishable goods, then they could take prioritize steps to composting more effectively (both the animal and human shit) and eventually transform the sandy soil into usable soil so that the next time they get a sunny spell they don`t loose all the crops because the water runs straight out of the soil and the roots burn. I talked to Felipe about they way they were currently composting (all fresh vegetable matter is fed to the pigs, rather than composting, and the pig shit is then cleaned every day and added to a big pile that gets rained on, does not have any other material added to it, and evenutally ends up looking like a big shit lake) and he told me that he believes that with that system, if left long enough, it would just somehow magically turn into wonderful usable compost. I discussed with him what little I knew about composting but with arrogance like his it didn`t make much of a difference.

By the end of my stay, there were talks of doing the animal compost differently. Maybe after our conversation Felipe actually read a book and realized that a lake of shit won`t turn into compost overnight. Hopefully they follow through with it and start to identify goals, clarify a vision for the place and prioritize self-sustainability. In the end, it could be a wonderful place.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Arrival at Reserva Añihue

The ferry was fairly empty and I was able to fall into a half-sleep, stretched across the seats, ever mindful of the whereabouts of my messenger which contained all my most precious belongings. Around 3:30am I was awoken from a sleep that was much deeper than I realized by men walking the aisles announcing my destination. I shook off my sleep while climbing a ladder-like stairway down into the belly of the ferry where I waited with about 6 other passengers. We were all handed lifejackets while handles were slowly turned and twisted to open a large heavy door, revealing the Pacific Ocean on the other side. Moments later a small boat came bobbing up to the door and we carefully loaded ourselves and our belongings aboard. We traveled a short distance to the shore lit by an enormous spotlight.

After climbing a slippery ladder up to the dock the small boat pulled away into the night. And there we were, in absolute darkness. This is about the moment when I realized that I had no idea where I was going. There was supposed to be someone to meet me at the dock, but by this point it was 4am and the chances of a pick-up were looking slim. I looked around and I saw only darkness around me. There were no street lights, no lights shining out of the windows of houses, and it was safe to assume no street signs. I quickly began asking the few passengers who arrived with me about the location of the hospedaje I was supposed to stay the night. Luckily, the first person I asked guided me by flashlight to the doorstep of the hospedaje where at little old woman welcomed me into her home by candlelight.

In the morning I walked downstairs and sat at a table just outside the kitchen where I was served my breakfast. As I ate alone, children came lumbering out of their bedrooms one by one, bedheaded and sleepy eyed. Soon the house was filled with chattering voices, clattering pots and pans, and a flurry of activity in the kitchen surrounding the woodburning stove upon which water was being heated and lunch preparations were already starting to simmer. Though the language was not my own, the sights and sounds drifting out of the kitchen were distinct and evoked memories of my childhood. Throughout the morning and into the afternoon people came and went, sending a comforting soundwave to my ears interrupted only by the low hum of a chainsaw in the distance. No one left for school, no one left for work, everyone stayed in the house together. But I was not a part of their laughter. I sat alone in the next room experiencing from a distance this familar family scene. I was a foreigner who unlike them was warmed not by the heat of the woodstove, but by the memories that drifted happily back to my mind.

I spent most of the afternoon reading, though I did take a short walk around the town, which didn´t consist of much. Just a few houses here and there along a sandy path with a dense forest on one side. There is a population of about 500 here but it felt like much less. At around 4pm I was picked up at the hospedaje and driven to the other side of the town to the start of a trailhead which we walked down for about 20 minutes. The trail opened up onto a small beach and within a few minutes a boat picked me up. About 10 minutes later we had crossed a small river and were climbing off the boat at Toninas, the first point of entry into Reserva Añihue.

Monday, February 2, 2009

Boots and beach front property.

I spent the night in Puerto Varas doing something much more American than I probably ever would, had I been at home. That`s right, I watched the Super Bowl. I`m not a football fan in the least but ended up watching more of this game then any other Super Bowl I can remember. The hostel had a disproportionate amount of American`s in it and they were having the ultimate American experience. They had chips and salsa. They had wives who brought them beer while they sat fixated on the game. Even though I thought that last nights game was hands down the most exciting football game I have ever seen (that`s really not saying much) I still found it hard to stay focused on the plays. Even worse, the highly anticipated Super Bowl commercials do not transmit to South America.

I had breakfast before I left the hostel this morning and began talking to a couple from Iowa. We got on the subject of farming and they were trying to explain to me that there is no alternative to an argibusiness system that supports mono-culture over-fertilized and over-pesticized crops. Though I disagreed, I felt it was unwise to take up this discussion with someone who had 45 years experience working the fields of Iowa. I left Puerto Varas by collectivo (mini-van bus) back to Puerto Montt, a town that I discovered through conversations at the hostel the previous night, puts everyone in a foul mood. It`s the stares mostly. They transcend the usual `stranger in a foreign land´ stare to something much more menacing.

I bought a ticket right away to Chonchi on the island of Chiloé where I would spend the night. The bus crossed the island by a short ferry and I was grateful that it did not make me sick. Perhaps I won`t be vomiting into the Pacific after all. Chonchi is a charming place. It doesn`t cater to tourists in the way that most other places in Chile seem to. It still seems to retain it`s sense of self and a unique identity in a country that has seemed consistently bland. Perhaps their distance from the mainland leaves them untouched by the development and progress of the rest of the country. It`s a sleepy fishing village that reminds me of small towns in Maine. The people even look a little like Mainers, leathery skin that has seen its share of wind and rain. Walking around the town I breathed in the most comforting smell of wood burning and saw smoke curling out of tin chimeny`s. The air smelled fresh and wet almost like before it snows.

I came across a ferreteria, which unlike its name implies, sells hardware goods not ferrets. I needed to get a new pair of rubber boots for the farm. Buying the boots at the ferreteria was a more more tranquilo experience than buying them from the Mamacita at the market in Ecuador. I only needed to try on 3 pairs before finding my size. If I had known how much a pair of boots would cost in Chile, I might have thought twice about donating my last pair to Sacred Sueños. But for $9,500 pesos (15USD) I am once again the proud owner of rubber boots.

I`m spending the night in a rustic/run down hostel. It feels like a summer home at the start of the season and everything just needs to be aired out and spruced up a bit. I like it though. I have a private room facing the ocean for the rock bottom price of $7,000 pesos ($11). It`s the best deal I have found in a while. The owner explained that my room is called Penguina because often in the mornings you can see penguins frolicking in the water outside the window, but for some reason they penguins never came this year.

Tomorrow I head to Quellon at the southern tip of Chiloè to board my ferry. I have no idea how long I will be on the ferry. According to the company who sold me the ticket, only 6-8 hours. According to the materials sent to me from the farm the ferry is 12 hours in good weather, but they advise bringing food because you could spend `more than a day´ on the boat in bad weather. I am more inclined to believe the farm than the ferry company and will stock up on supplies in Quellon tomorrow.

Whenever I happen to arrive, there will be a reservation for me by the farm at a hospedaje for one night and then I will meet someone, though I am not entirely certain how, who will transport me to the farm. Wish me luck and wish luck to my Dad who is having knee surgery tomorrow!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Change of scenery does a body good...

The ferry office was open today and I got my ticket! Maybe all I needed was some good luck, a change of scenery, and a little self-reflection. I took the bus just 20km from where I was in Puerto Montt to Puerto Varas and what a world of difference it made. This town has a much smaller, slower, quieter feel to it. It definitely reminds me of Cape Cod in Autumn with quaint wooden houses that wear a coat of bright paint to appear a little less battered. It gave me just the familiarity I needed and I had a slight spring in my step again as I walked around the town, just peacefully wandering.

Kasey, thank you for your kind words, they keep me afloat. And Michael, it`s all your fault, and though it sucks sometimes I am really glad for what it`s teaching me. In the end I really should just stop bitching. I am extremely grateful for the opportunity to take this time for myself to explore new places and learn new things. But sometimes it just gets lonely.

I`ve been entertaining the idea of going to Torres de Paine, or the End of the Earth as it is often called. This would require taking a 4 day ferry or flying. Once there I would take a 4-10 day trek through ice fields, fjords, and battle winds that are frequently blowing at over 100mph. I would need to rent gear as I am grossly unprepared (tent, a real sleeping bag, camping stove, etc), not to mention probably needing to buy some essentials like socks, gloves, a fleece and other warm weather things. Everything about this endeavor would put me way way way over budget. It would be a great feat for sure, especially if I completed it solo. I might never be this close to the end of the earth again. But even though I would be proud beyond words after completing this type of journey, I think I would enjoy it much more if I had someone with me to share the amazing views, keep my sleeping bag warm at night, and to pick me up when the wind sends me toppling. Deep down I know I probably won`t take this trip alone, and I kind of hate that about myself. Maybe I will get another chance to do it someday.